Unfinished (Relationship)

I don't see myself the way I was. Young, naive, and full of trust. I went through things, painful and disappointing. I see why my face is frowning. An unsure future lies ahead of me. What's to come of you and me? I didn't know how much I'd endure. Family and friends always doing me wrong, emotional children going through phases trying to adapt to this crazy way of life. Never did I want this for my children. They deserve so much better, so why haven't I given it to them? Listening to the voice of unreasonable means, too weak to stand up and fight. I only sit and take the emotional beatings not seeing another way. I ask, what am I to do? How can I fix this? But I can't do it alone. How much does a man have to be pushed until he realizes he's already oever the edge? this reckless way of life is no way to live. Everyday, wondering what else could go wrong.