Unfaithful Remorse

When I come home, you pretend to smile, But inside you cry, all the while. You know my thoughts are not of you, Just hope some day, I'll love you too. I know not why I treat you so bad, For, you are the truest love I have had. If you shall find the room to forgive, I promise my heart for as long as I live. All that I have is this simple request, Let's live from this day, not from the rest. But if this hurdle should be too high, I will cower my head and say good bye. For its happiness and joy I wish you to see, Not sadness and pain as when you're with me. So, have a nice life, and hope that you find, That prince of a man you once had in mind. Maybe with time, and the lesson I've learned, I can renew the vows that I have burned. To show my love for you of course, And to help you see my unfaithful remorse.