Unfair Love Exchange

Y is it that after all the hell u put me thru, u get 2 fall in love and be happy? U get to choose if u like a person while i choose not to fearing that they may someday get close to my heart. Y is it that after all of these yrs I still get butterflies when I c u? Y is it that like a junkie, after everytime I c u, I have to go thru detox? After just 1 taste, I'm hooked. Just like the very first time. How do u let go of ur 1st everything without losing who u r? Y is it that u never lose sleep, while I have endless sleepless nights? Y is it that when u c me, u still stare at me like ur seein me for the first time? I can still see the innocence that once lived there. I guess u cant help who ur heart chooses. I'm in love. ur not. unfair love exchange