Understanding

I try to explain how I feel I have poured out my heart I have answered all your questions When you would ask what's wrong with me I would explain as best I could But when I do something that I have explained before You told me I was overdramatic A crybaby Then tell me I wont get anywhere like this It's not my fault It is my brain chemistry I have explained it as best as I can But you still don't understand I have said it over and over I am starting to think that it's not that you don't understand It's that you are not listening Or that you don't believe me Or you choose to ignore it And treat it as just being overemotional Like I can't do anything Because you tell me if you have such a problem Then stay home And cry about it because nobody outside will care And they may not but I would expect more understanding From family From people who know what I have been through I just want you to understand but I feel that you never will