Undecided

There’s a war going on in my heart each half fighting against its own two men want to call it home how can it be that I have to choose when each man doesn’t want to lose they say sweet things of love and affection but how long will I get away with out detection I cant keep doing the things I do but when I see his eyes so blue I melt away to a place un known in his arms my heart is stolen but there I see he has been un true and the other man has been like no other faithful to his only lover I love both men but this threesome has to end I have to brake ones heart in two its not some thing I want to do but in the end if I don’t stop I will be the one to drop I think this thing called love is not for me there is to much responsibility to think of another as well as ones own I would rather want to be alone that way I cant hurt another but can one live with out a lover ?