Unanswered Questions

last night i looked up at the sky and wondered if you heard me cry i'm trying hard to confide exactly what i feel inside can you feel me, do you know should i stay or should i go will things change, will they evolve so many problems i just can't solve why is the truth so far away and calls only come once a day why cant i ever come first i can't figure out what's worst why do i always slip your mind you forget about me time after time i've tried expressing my feelings to you but there's only so much that i can do for the last time you made me cry my heart can't stand another lie why can't you decide what you want before it tears my heart apart why can't you once just think of me and be the man i know you can be why dont you ever stand by your word it doesnt seem that absurd to do the things you say you are instead of distancing yourself so far there's only so much that i can take before my heart completely breaks i didnt think i asked for much to hear your voice, to feel your touch was it just too much to ask maybe too big of a task because your hardly here, im here alone always waiting by the phone for a call that seems to never come at times my whole body gets numb but you dont seem to get it, its just not fair all i want is for my man to be there i keep thinking your going to change but your always just a bit out of range and though i love you with all my heart day by day you push us apart you always seem to make me wait your always just a day too late and you never have a reason why doesn't seem like you even try so if its what you want me to do i'll finally say goodbye to you and leave you alone once and for all i wont write and i wont call just know that this one thing is true i really really did love you!