Unable To Swerve From My Course

I started this intrepid jeourney putting all the zealous faith in my renewed capabilities, not wanting a handout from life. And stubborly going forward, it got much harder: the further I went, the less strenght I had; almost regretting of having undertaken such a hardous task that only some dared to take. Am I forced to follow instincts unable to swerve from this course? It's a risk I may regret later... when all gains seem to be lost. I shouln't have tried to alter anything, and left alone the calm waters without stirring a storm; in that clear sea I could see white corals on the bottom, now the troubled currents are fighting back with fury. What is predistened must occur as prophetizied, don't imitate my foolishness: I'm unable to swerve from my course; do I realize I was given a mission to be completed before my death? Look beyond gratification and pride: humbleness is given only to a few. Written on 9/12/2017