Twin Flame: Separate

I'm not sure if you love me anymore
Or just fear the next man since you're so insecure

You were the only man on my mind when you were mine

Got me knocked up and kept me locked up, 
I ran from you time and time only to pop up

I hesitate to call you...
used me like a teacher piping his student
Your voice is in tox ic a ting I can't be under your in flu ence

Let's watch him 
shedding snake skin 
to get under mine

In a fetal position
 pierce my pupils with a needle before kissin 
...love is blind

I don't need you I'm just lonely
My bed is cold I need someone to hold me

Clinging to the familiar for fate faithfully put you in my life path
Now you join the million faces that walk past
In different directions
I feel bare I need protection

You told me 
you wanted babies

 you wanted to get married
And I went crazy
Knowing a happy ending doesn't exist 

It's either you got kids with somebody you hate
Or marry the one you love long enough to fall out of it 

 Love alone isn't enough
Remember it's only a feeling 
my heart won't stop beating
Like the anger you possess
Choke me until I stop breathing
You're a wounded man that needs healing

I had a dream you were in my home 
Walking around like a ghost only to realize I wasn't alone
 The time past so fast now your daughter was fully grown
 you faded into the hem of my curtains until your soul drifted off where the wind had blown
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019


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Date: 6/8/2019 6:54:00 AM
Deep droppings of depressed feelings; very well done, Ashley, but it sounds like he wasn't right for you. Keep on searching and writing.
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