Truely Me

Without the warmness of your heart Without the closeness of your soul Without the sweetness of your touch I am without the essentials of life I feel cursed, alone, and desolate My heart slowly starts to come to a silence My soul slowly slips away into darkness My skin becomes cold and solid Feelings start to dull and feel numb I scare the ones around me that love me To save them I put on my mask They see the empty happiness, carefreeness, and peace When under that mask its like a negative picture I am empty inside myself never to be whole I will never be truely me