True Loves Heart Pound

Forbidden feelings I know too well A glance to me Communication only I can see Jealousy Or a love thats only too real Time is ending and my thoughts circle you For I know my dream will never be true As I walk away on that dreaded day The reality of never seeing those green eyes staring back at me Haunts my every step Is this something I can truely live with Leaving the person I call home Unspoken words only go so far But they can't stop me You look at me As I stare back at you Will you be the last to see though The last I no longer have to hide from Am I the last one to understand you Why can't you say its true Why can't it be just me and you I fear when I fly away That it will be our last day I run towards you Wanting to tell you all that is true Yelling that I love you But I stand still And the thought of you just being a memory Rips though every part of me A fond time I call upon when my skies are gray Casting you, with all the others Knowing you are so much better You asked me once if I would die for you In a instance without thinking anything though I knew...The breathes you breathed were more important to me then to you And I'm not just going to be losing a friend I'm going to be losing a purpose And the beginning to my end. I remember the day you laid on my couch and asked me why we were this way I said cuz your my little brother and I love you I tucked you into bed And you sent me off with a kiss on the head I remember the day your promised me the world But all I wanted to say... Was your the only thing this world can give me or take away And the price I pay. I will bear and grit my teeth As long as you are happy. Tears falling from your now gray eyes When I told you that day. You said you dont know what to do. And how can I live without you I don't no if I can leave you No matter how much you dont want me too GOD just leave with me Pack your things and start new just me and you But dreams are for sleeping. Which I never do. So heart ach will be felt And I want you too feel the same too But don't hurt I cant wish that on you Just miss me and promise you'll never forget me Because I promise I will always truly and forever Love you. And no pain will over come the day I walk away from you God I pray he follows me But unanswered prays happen everyday So I'll accept the day I fly away Will be the last day Our eyes meet, The last day we say everything without a sound and the last day I hear true loves heart pound