Trey

Trey. I felt safe and protected when you were around. Now I sit and wonder pointless thoughts. Forever in repeat. Counting down the hours until again we'd meet. I tried to see you sooner but something kept me here. I guess God was teaching me to turn around and face my fears. I fear living without you. And of walking all alone. Down the empty street... the quiet dirt road. I cry out to the wind. Will this pain ever end.?! Send down a sign to let me know you're still around. Please... just haunt me. Just make some simple sound. Your absence. Leaves deeper scars than even my hand could create. Please come back to me. Prove I'm not God's first mistake. I hold fast to just the thinnest of threads, plucked straight from the strings of my heart. Your last words, "I love you" have ripped my soul apart. I no longer feel your laughter. Or any happiness you left behind. I tried preserving you but you were stolen from me by time . I'd like you see you soon. I think that you'd agree. That in my death id come back to life. And i could be the me I used to be. I feel so raw and naked. And I'm constantly breaking into the cold fray. But in my heart's fragile, shattered remains you'll always stay. 1996-2013