Tremble

the world tumbles I fall I crawl silently crying those around me never notice they continue walking can't they feel it the tremble the vibration you act like nothing's happened but you're the one who told me you say I need to move on get out there as if he meant nothing he was everything to me maybe I refused to see things that it had ended I still love him I don't want to believe what's happened why can't I change the past fix what happened fix the relationship or clear up the concerns I feel abandoned I can't blame him but I want to I want to kick and scream cry my eyes out and ask him why I hate the feelings the questions still run through my mind you no help leaving me with nothing I never hear from you constantly wonder what I did wrong I don't know what to do anymore I can't fall apart but I barely live help me please