Tremble
the world tumbles
I fall
I crawl
silently crying
those around me never notice
they continue walking
can't they feel it
the tremble
the vibration
you act like nothing's happened
but you're the one who told me
you say I need to move on
get out there
as if he meant nothing
he was everything to me
maybe I refused to see things
that it had ended
I still love him
I don't want to believe what's happened
why can't I change the past
fix what happened
fix the relationship
or clear up the concerns
I feel abandoned
I can't blame him
but I want to
I want to kick and scream
cry my eyes out and ask him why
I hate the feelings
the questions still run through my mind
you no help
leaving me with nothing
I never hear from you
constantly wonder what I did wrong
I don't know what to do anymore
I can't fall apart
but I barely live
help me please
Copyright © Nicole Bissell | Year Posted 2009
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