Trauma Mind

Traumatized the dramatic impact of my own weary life Short-wired brain activity need to be put under the knife How to believe in the entity that now controls my mind Lost somewhere in between seeing nothing but not yet blind Too many times injuries have been neatly brushed aside Too many times no one listening trauma color covered lies Now facing the probabilities this damage so permanent Now losing the ability of the meaning of what is meant So I ponder all these things as nightmares burn my dreams Thinking that I cannot think yelling out in silent screams Wanting myself to want to be just that normal girl Traumatic brain spinning off-balance fall and twirl Vision clouded coverings water filled searching eyes Memory hazed misty themes who, what, where, or why Balance vertigoes sway and weave never gaining forward space Behavior erratic violently I need to get out of this place bmdavey@08/15/22