Trapped -Words of a Rape Victim-

You let me fall so easily, For a moment in time, I really thought you caught me. I was flying in your arms, But it was all a dream None was reality. I'm trapped in a cage I'm a monster. I have a pathetic smile on my face & it's all for nothing, There is nothing here to conquer. You built me up Just to break me down I put all my trust in you.. And you threw it all out. & for a moment there I believed you cared The reality is, You were never there. I'm trapped in this cage I'm a wild thing. & it's disappointing that I let you in, But it was all for nothing I just don't understand It's all so sickening I miss when you were fake I miss when you were my Ken It's all so disgusting I miss the way you held me I miss almost everything I'm trapped in this place, there is no escape.... I'm a beast trying to leave. & it's so ugly how I can put it all away, Everything you've done to me. I can only project the good memories & the good things. I erase the abuse I erase the rape, Pretend me and you were loving each other happily... I'm trapped in a cage And there is no way out, I'm trapped in this place & I wanna know who are you now? Who is the guy I thought I loved?