Trapped

I have searched for an answer, To heal my tortured soul. I have looked in all directions, For something to make me whole. All I have found, Is new meaning to my pain. Nothing can save me now, My life is full of rain. I beg the forgiveness, Of all those I have wronged. I do not mean to hurt you, Thus I cannot go on. There is no need to hinder me, My mind ahs been set. I will leave this world alone, And I leave with no regrets. I see my fate now, The one I never new. I was put here to suffer, But I will not bring this pain to you. I cant stay here forever, Now has come my time. To keep you safe from my pain, I must surely die. I'm past the point of saving now, My actions have been to swift. Just as I hear I love you, I fall into the abyss.