Tossed Away

I'll try... I thought... as she walked away... Try not to lose you, words to myself I say... My soul, ripped apart, my life, her deceptive ways... Holding on, the years, months, the question stays. Wondering why, everything's all, now broken away The uncertainty was hidden, her pretentious mask Memories were lies, the hunted, a beckoned past Still no answer, all the questions I've asked As For all memories, it's the burdened task Whom I was, they've all thrown away The ones that were trusted, rendered betray Broken inside, isolated, and cold dismay Lost alone, life has shown, saddened this way Within the years, only falsehood display I cried to god, as my children, they're taken away Everything, all that mattered, only reflected losses today My sacrifices, my love, as forgotten, everything that was, all tossed away