Torn Between Two......

thoughts of one man by day "He's so cute" i say passionate dreams of another by night "I love you like always" as my eyes stretch to see in this dark, much better with special sight sweet caress' roam my face and breast, tenderly searching for a place to rest eyes a deep blue as they gaze into mine they pierce me like love songs through the heart like a blade; he places tender kisses along my shoulder blades...... this continues till a ringing sound buzzes the air sweeping the silence away, and again, the dream ends and the other man clouds my thoughts, the remnants of the night still hang, out of bed, i get out in a daze, tripping over the blankets that have been kicked by me night of last, the dream i had was a blast, i long for it again, wishing to be asleep, a slumber so deep, how i really do wish it! yes, i truly do. i wish to dream of you.....