Familial Conflictions

From hero to villian Within the same breath Now choices have caught up Sentencing your death Creating in me, life Yet shaming my existence Still I have chosen A life of forgiveness Separating me From what others had Those little girls that knew There was a king in their dad Struggles with jealousy Envy pushing my nerve For not a king ruled my home Just a sickning perve Why wasn't I good enough Being just a daughter Why must the demons Play the role of my father Now here, years past A stumble caught your mistake In prison, you'll rot While freedom lies at my wake Why then am I still torn? Between sympathy and anger When the one sent to protect Was the one feeding me to danger I painfully miss him The man who hurt my soul Because all I ever wanted To be daddy's baby girl