Tomorrow's Today

I don’t know what to do I don’t know how to love you anymore I don’t know how to make you happy And keep myself from being miserable at the same time I feel you in my soul Carry you in my spirit But the closer I want us to be The further away we become I can’t help the way I feel You want to be alone But I refuse to leave How can you do this to me? You promised not to hurt me But each night I cry With memories of how things once were between us haunting me I only want you I only love you But I can’t get you to love me Not the way you used to Everything I do Seems to be wrong So teach me how to love you Teach me how to make things better Show me how to make things right Because I see us slowly falling apart Maybe we were picked up off the ground too fast Falling in love with idea of falling in love Unable to catch our breath Caught up in the turbulence Still numb from the pain of our past I know what is like to stay when you want to go When you know you should I wouldn’t want to you to feel like that I wouldn’t want to make you feel like that If I have to let you go I will A broken heart is the price I would have to pay I would pay it If it would make you happy I love you so much That at times I feel like I can’t breathe The thought of losing you Losing us Makes my tears fall faster Makes my resentment towards life grow stronger I made up my mind You are my today So why can’t we …just hold on till tomorrow?