Tomorrow

As I read the words As my gaze falls on the pictures The disappointment The anger The hurt Start to blur my vision Please tell me that what I think isn’t real Isn’t reality Tell me that you wouldn’t throw away our good thing Without telling me Even though what we have is not perfect At least you have a good man who is true I only have eyes for you But it seems like your eyes couldn’t stay on me How do I stop this pain in my heart? Pain in my stomach Am I just another case of a good guy finishing last? Should I have disrespected you and called you out your name? In order for you to be happy Or should I have went upside your head When you would be around and not come visit me I am devastated I put so much into you So much into us But then again all of this is just speculation It could all be just a misunderstanding But what if it is not? What am I suppose to do then? How do I pick up the leftover pieces of my heart? And make a brand new start With someone new When it is still you I want So tell me what to do? I won’t know till tomorrow