Today's the Day

Today's the day, or so I tell myself,
That my apathy begins to wane
The day I forget who I've become 
And start my life anew 

Today's the day that I lock my pain away
Garnered by years of lifes' enigmatic lessons 
I did not want to learn 
Attending the school of hard knocks I did not enroll

Today's the day that I be brave 
The day I put my foot down 
To root out this melancholy
No more giving in or hiding in my own shadow

Today's the day I put my favourite mask away
My protector from inquisitive minds
For the more they question
The harder it gets for me to show my face 

Today's the day that I take control
Of my future, of my destiny 
And also my emotions
Those that have squeezed my eyes dry

I wish I could say that that day is now
But the sky is a deeper shade of grey 
My mind is foggy and unclear
Today may not be the day but that day will come
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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