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Today I Learn To Be a Widow - Lesson 5

lesson five

meals won’t be fun
alone
the clock will ring noon
i’ll hear myself say
o no, not again ~
then it will ring six
with the echo of 
o no, not again ~

of course
dinner time might be
a little more encouraging
with a glass of wine
but i’ll have to make an effort
to remember to still eat something

i’ll be reminded of times
even when work was cleared to one corner
setting up the table for a tête-à-tête
being always romantic and intimate
but it will never be the same
i’ll forever miss the chatting over dinner
the winding down of us being together

needing to build new rituals around meals
reminds me of the widow who would set her best china 
placing her framed photo of Alfie every evening just so
candles lit and ever gracefully pouring her glass of wine
before proceeding to dine with her Alfie ... 
right at this moment that doesn't sound so crazy at all
it may be worth trying variations until something works



Published in my 24-page photo/anthology book ~TODAY I LEARN TO BE A WIDOW~ 2020

AP: 1st place 2021
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

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Babcock Avatar
January 5, 2021 at 10:17 AM
I am sure that you miss the meals the chatter and the company of your loved one. love phyl
Gauthier Avatar
January 7, 2021 at 4:48 AM
Absolutely. Thanks for visiting and leaving a message, Phyllis.
Cunningham Avatar
December 16, 2020 at 3:00 PM
Christmas is a very emotional time, we all look back and reflect on loved ones no longer with us. I know you're a strong person Line and hope that strength will get you through the coming days. Tom
Gauthier Avatar
December 16, 2020 at 5:28 PM
Thanks, Tom. it will help to spend quality time with my mom. All the best to you and yours ~
Bauer Avatar
December 16, 2020 at 2:45 PM
this is heartbreaking, line, but it sounds like you're doing what you need to do to get by. keep at it...
Gauthier Avatar
December 16, 2020 at 5:28 PM
Thanks, Ilene. Best wishes to you and your loved ones for the holiday season ~
Sands Avatar
December 16, 2020 at 1:06 PM
Variations of things, may help. Well written. Keep on writing through this too. ! Take care. My thoughts are with you :)
Gauthier Avatar
December 16, 2020 at 5:29 PM
Thanks, Heidi, for your much appreciated visit and comment ~ happy holidays to you and yours.
Gilmour Avatar
December 16, 2020 at 12:38 PM
It is the sharing that I miss the most and meals can never be the same. But I too sometimes put our favourite music on and sit with a glass of wine eating my meal and reminiscing... and can sometimes feel him there... God bless you dearest Line. With love and hugs Ann xx
Gauthier Avatar
December 16, 2020 at 5:30 PM
Hugs to you, Ann. Very best wishes to you and yours. Line xx
De Beaulieu Avatar
December 16, 2020 at 12:01 PM
Hello Lin, yes it is lonely, oh feeling the loss is huge! An empty chair with a place setting there. Helps a bit. Merry Christmas Happy New Year my friend.
De Beaulieu Avatar
December 17, 2020 at 10:15 AM
Hello Lin, you are welcome. Enjoy your day my friend.
Gauthier Avatar
December 16, 2020 at 12:09 PM
Thanks, Darlene. Much appreciated~
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