Today I Learn To Be a Widow - Lesson 5

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lesson five

meals won’t be fun
alone
the clock will ring noon
i’ll hear myself say
o no, not again ~
then it will ring six
with the echo of 
o no, not again ~

of course
dinner time might be
a little more encouraging
with a glass of wine
but i’ll have to make an effort
to remember to still eat something

i’ll be reminded of times
even when work was cleared to one corner
setting up the table for a tête-à-tête
being always romantic and intimate
but it will never be the same
i’ll forever miss the chatting over dinner
the winding down of us being together

needing to build new rituals around meals
reminds me of the widow who would set her best china 
placing her framed photo of Alfie every evening just so
candles lit and ever gracefully pouring her glass of wine
before proceeding to dine with her Alfie ... 
right at this moment that doesn't sound so crazy at all
it may be worth trying variations until something works



Published in my 24-page photo/anthology book ~TODAY I LEARN TO BE A WIDOW~ 2020

AP: 1st place 2021

Posted on December 16, 2020

Copyright © | Year Posted 2020



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Date: 1/5/2021 10:17:00 AM
I am sure that you miss the meals the chatter and the company of your loved one. love phyl
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Line Gauthier
Date: 1/7/2021 4:48:00 AM
Absolutely. Thanks for visiting and leaving a message, Phyllis.
Date: 12/16/2020 3:00:00 PM
Christmas is a very emotional time, we all look back and reflect on loved ones no longer with us. I know you're a strong person Line and hope that strength will get you through the coming days. Tom
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Line Gauthier
Date: 12/16/2020 5:28:00 PM
Thanks, Tom. it will help to spend quality time with my mom. All the best to you and yours ~
Date: 12/16/2020 2:45:00 PM
this is heartbreaking, line, but it sounds like you're doing what you need to do to get by. keep at it...
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Date: 12/16/2020 5:28:00 PM
Thanks, Ilene. Best wishes to you and your loved ones for the holiday season ~
Date: 12/16/2020 1:06:00 PM
Variations of things, may help. Well written. Keep on writing through this too. ! Take care. My thoughts are with you :)
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Line Gauthier
Date: 12/16/2020 5:29:00 PM
Thanks, Heidi, for your much appreciated visit and comment ~ happy holidays to you and yours.
Date: 12/16/2020 12:38:00 PM
It is the sharing that I miss the most and meals can never be the same. But I too sometimes put our favourite music on and sit with a glass of wine eating my meal and reminiscing... and can sometimes feel him there... God bless you dearest Line. With love and hugs Ann xx
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Line Gauthier
Date: 12/16/2020 5:30:00 PM
Hugs to you, Ann. Very best wishes to you and yours. Line xx
Date: 12/16/2020 12:01:00 PM
Hello Lin, yes it is lonely, oh feeling the loss is huge! An empty chair with a place setting there. Helps a bit. Merry Christmas Happy New Year my friend.
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Darlene De Beaulieu
Date: 12/17/2020 10:15:00 AM
Hello Lin, you are welcome. Enjoy your day my friend.
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Line Gauthier
Date: 12/16/2020 12:09:00 PM
Thanks, Darlene. Much appreciated~
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