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Today… Today my sister died…or maybe it was yesterday I’m not really sure …how… why… or when… it doesn’t matter now If only I could talk to her again I would let her know… That If I knew that our brief encounter would be our last I could have been kinder The words flew thru out of my mouth I wish I could take them back Yes, maybe I could have been a better sister You pushed me away so much That I had no reason the stay You were wicked… spiteful… and …mean… But you were my sister You never moved on with your life You suffered from the day Daddy died Never to love again… Your high expectations were written in stone… In your cold …broken… sad… heart You never knew the love you so needed You never got what you deserved You asked so little of life Yet should have gotten the world Your life was not sprinkled with true happiness You were loved...but only felt pain Why I will never know… You had so much love to give But you never found peace.. In life and Now death I now wish you peace I wish you love I wish you were here with me again (roll your eyes at me…I know you want to) Love is for giving Love is Forgiving I wish that from you… 8/23/18

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Date: 9/4/2018 8:10:00 PM
Lovely feeling thanks for sharing
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Patricia Leduc
Date: 9/4/2018 10:48:00 PM
Thank you. I wasn't sure about putting this out there because it has personal meanings ."Little Charlie" she was named after our father who died. She never got over the loss. I feel so much better now that I shared it.
Date: 8/25/2018 2:34:00 PM
Lump in the throat heart wrenching read <3 hugs, mo
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Patricia Leduc
Date: 9/4/2018 10:44:00 PM
I don't think I got the link..could you please send it to me..
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Maureen Mcgreavy
Date: 8/25/2018 2:57:00 PM
I understand completely. Amen for poetry for that. I too have benefitted from the cathartic practice of writing and thank the soup for reigniting my muse after a too long dormancy. Brings to mind a poem I love that I revisited just today, will soup mail it to you :)
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Patricia Leduc
Date: 8/25/2018 2:42:00 PM
The only way I could live with the loss was to write this poem. It felt good to get the words out of mind..

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