To the Man

Dear God, I know that you see all the trouble that befalls me I am only just man Jesus i'm not only so much I can stand why do I have to follow so many rules to be happy but I'm like a damn mule dammit I know you understand I trying to be the best I can why must I fall to appreciate why is always too late why am I blind but yet see all the bad things not good for me I have to go to church on sunday why, I still gotta see you one day does that make me unworthy in your eyes some church people tell truth many more tell lies i aint the devil so why me all this bullcrap I gotta see I wanna do right why can't you help me look at this temptation right in front of me if i partake will i be damned make me feel like sam i am i pray and pray but its on your time i want to be happy lord this will you help me find You gave us free will to make us unique so many questions to ask your favor we seek I thank you lord for my life i aint gonna never find a wife i know your with me even when I'm alone pray to you often to make my house a home I sorry lord for questioning you but thats the kinda mind you gave me what else am i to do please forgive my brash undertones I wanna do right by you lord before my last walk home You told us to questiion what we dont understand but one day you will enlighten us to your master plan I hope I am or i'll be in your graces I love you lord thank you for the journey called life that we chases let your will be the plan I'm still not perfect I'm just a man And when it all has to end I thank you lord just for being my friend...............