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To My Teenage Self

It's OK
that you don't have much to say
Your words are kept on paper
For your eyes to savor
It doesn't matter that your best friends
Are Agatha Christie and Emily Dickinson

It's alright that the phone doesn't ring
With silly chatter over pointless things
Don't be concerned with the prom princess
With perfect skin who looks flawless

You are not one of the sheep that blends in
You are more alive in your own skin
Of books, and writing, and libraries
They can keep their ugly judgments and drunk parties

You don't need doctors and therapy
Because you prefer anonymity
To toxic high school hypocrisy

You put yourself before contests
To see which boy likes which girl the best
You like yourself for who you are
Proud to be unpopular

Proud of your poetry, proud of your rhymes
Your unvalued hobby, your peculiar pastime
You like reading the thesaurus for fun!
Never apologize, never be done

You know
your old soul

Don't fall into the female curse
Of self-sacrifice, always love yourself, first.

7/17/18
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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Dubey Avatar
March 31, 2021 at 1:38 PM
I am a teenager as well and this makes so much sense especially when you just can't blend in which makes you feel an outcast at times .I truly believe it's a phase every teenager goes through.I am glad I read this.Lovely poem.
Faulkner Avatar
April 1, 2021 at 7:39 PM
Hi Garima ~ my teenage years were a long time ago, so I am glad someone who is a teenager now was able to relate to this, I hope you keep writing and loving poetry, it can get you through a lot of lonely times, and I mean that closing stanza - don't sacrifice yourself, you are valuable!
Rees Avatar
March 30, 2021 at 8:44 AM
Vivid descriptions of the teenage “oddballs” we all remember ( I think I was one). To be content being different- how good is that ? As for your last two lines. Surely if womankind as a whole adopted this philosophy, wouldn’t civilisation as we know it simply fall apart ?
Faulkner Avatar
April 1, 2021 at 7:42 PM
Thanks for commenting, Peter, ~ it actually took me a long time to feel comfortable being 'different' - and yes, maybe womankind should let civilisation fall apart sometimes :)
Gauthier Avatar
May 23, 2020 at 10:49 PM
Wow, Michelle ~ every teenager should read this. |If they only knew, the 'nerds' turn out to be the winners in the long run on so many levels.
Faulkner Avatar
April 1, 2021 at 7:43 PM
I guess it takes time to appreciate what is ultimately important in life, thank you for commenting, Line~
Pigeon Tart Avatar
May 13, 2020 at 8:50 PM
Oh, this is wonderful. And your last lines were like a big hug I could feel. <3
Faulkner Avatar
May 14, 2020 at 12:17 PM
Am sending more hugs your way! xoxo :)
Watt Avatar
April 23, 2020 at 7:41 PM
Michelle, you wrote my high school biography! How nice it would be if we could have gotten a letter like this from our future self. I was a high school odd duck and felt it profoundly with the laughs, stares, eye rolls, and teasing of my peers. The one variation was that you had poetry and I had math club (ouch!) Creative, and on point - a fave for me.
Faulkner Avatar
May 14, 2020 at 12:19 PM
Thank you, John, but in high school I was not confident at all - very much the outsider.
Marine Avatar
August 29, 2018 at 4:33 PM
A poem that shines with self acceptance, confidence without arrogance- too often teenage identity is molded by peer pressure, not healthy self acceptance- exceptional write- loved it!
Wolf Avatar
July 30, 2018 at 7:38 PM
This resonates so loudly with me, Michelle. Wish I'd had the courage that you had way back when … Oh, well … Great write and GOOD FOR YOU! Great poem too! :) gw
Faulkner Avatar
July 31, 2018 at 2:47 PM
Yes, in high school I was the girl in the back of the library reading sonnets while my classmates were at the Friday night dance - thanks for your comment!
Allison Avatar
July 29, 2018 at 2:48 PM
Dropping back to say many congrats Michelle:-) hugs jan xx
Faulkner Avatar
July 29, 2018 at 3:12 PM
Thank you so much, Jan!
Toney Avatar
July 29, 2018 at 11:51 AM
Michelle, congratulations on your first place win! Reminded my of my high school years when I preferred "anonymity." Nicely done.
Faulkner Avatar
July 29, 2018 at 3:12 PM
Thank you, Mark! (I guess I misspelled 'anonymity', oh well-)
Gentry Avatar
July 28, 2018 at 9:27 PM
Back to congratulate you on your win. Cleverly creative. :)
Faulkner Avatar
July 29, 2018 at 3:14 PM
Thank you again, Susan, really appreciate that!
Roper Avatar
July 28, 2018 at 5:44 PM
Michelle, congratulations on your win. It is something throughout my years never did, love myself. My sacrifices were to my children and husband. Hugs Eve
Faulkner Avatar
July 29, 2018 at 3:15 PM
Thank you for your wonderful comment, Eve!
Robinson Jr. Avatar
July 18, 2018 at 3:57 PM
Pearls of wisdom put in a time capsule and sent it back in time to yourself, Michelle. Funny thing is ... this poem arrived in the future, and blessed the hearts and minds of everyone else. Gorgeous musings. Aurora bright poetry. Love and more love always.
Faulkner Avatar
July 21, 2018 at 7:12 PM
Thank you for your kind words, Freddie!
Gentry Avatar
July 17, 2018 at 8:40 PM
Oh my. This touched me profoundly. Had to laugh about reading the thesaurus lol. I read everything and anything. This is written by someone who knows now what matters. :)
Faulkner Avatar
July 21, 2018 at 7:14 PM
So glad you enjoyed it, Susan!
Allison Avatar
July 17, 2018 at 3:51 PM
wise words indeed Michelle and we don't all need to be sheep and follow the flock - be proud of who you are that is what us makes us individuals and happy to do out own thing and be happy in our own skin:-) hugs Jan xx
Faulkner Avatar
July 21, 2018 at 7:15 PM
So appreciate your comments, thank you, Jan!
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