To My Knees I Drop

when will the misery dissapear, why cant i just block the terrors out? my life will never be clear, my words are never heard even if i shout, the pain of a thousand spears, i've drifted from the correct route, subdue the tears, i've lost what my life's about, i've been walking this path for so long, i'm losing touch with me, how could a life go so wrong, i wish upon a wishing tree, but i must stay strong, till my soul is set free, when did it all fade, why was i unaware, a mind to invade, there's none i can spare, all the dreams i made, have vanished into thin air, trust must have a concept, one i will never visualize, a secret meant to be kept, why havent i realized, those terrors never slept, hiding behind a disguise, oh the tears i've wept, and all the abandoned tries, my heart wonders why, time will never stop, why the fox is always sly, in dispair to my knees i drop, so many tears left to cry, why am i just a prop, sheltered from the blue sky, trapped in a cycle that will never stop,