To My Dearest Love......

My world is crashing down. You can hear nothing but the sound..... The sound of my cries,the sound of my heart aching. I feel like I'm breaking. I'm falling into this darkness you pushed me into. I feel like I'm just a fool. The girl you knew is not here. She died because of fear. I wish you were never real. Dead inside is how you make me feel. I don't know what to do, but I know you're not true. My suffering is your joy. I guess I was only a toy. I have nothing more to lose. Instead of this,I wish I was crying 'cause of a bruise.