To Know She Still Loves Me

To Know She Still Loves Me

Was years ago meant to be an introduction
To thread a line; between, to one day reconnect
Was it chance that she and I had such affection
That all these years later, I would never forget

How the warmth of her smile still caress’s my heart
In fevered rhythm; thoughts, she is here in my arms
How our fitting bodies, now memories apart
Yet, these separate paths, bring me cause for alarm

A single note, I sing; through winds of changing times
A curious plea; will she hear my song, in tune
Will I hear an echo, second verse, sung in kind?
Or will I hear silence, as she fades ‘way, from view

As I lay here in wait, to her window she came
With a warm greeting smile, we had talked through the night
She spoke of happiness, and with joy: her new name
Then she asked about me, and I told her of mine

As the years have past by, through her window I’ve seen
What I know I have dreamed, so I leave her alone
A family of four with a home as pristine
But sometimes I see her, in the window, postponed

Till, one night she called me; silhouette in the door
Outstretching her arms, in an outline of sadness
And the closer I came, so much color; restored
I was lost in green eyes, in her safety. I nest

As our magnetic lips reminisce of our past
And just as I pictured: this, -our puzzle complete
Yet, without any words, like a dream it can’t last
A woman needs family, and so, she retreats

All my selfish desires will never take her away
For the chance that she, and I have this affection
I know that I love her, and that she feels the same
Was years ago meant, to be, an introduction

© 2018 Jeffrey Spencer

Copyright © | Year Posted 2018



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Date: 5/22/2018 11:16:00 PM
(2) We all have our own ways of dealing with separation, and some, sadly, purge love completely. I would love to know that I still hold a special place in their hearts, but perhaps it's best that I keep wondering, and not find out for sure. Excellent write, my friend, and I must fav. Blessings! :-)
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Date: 5/24/2018 4:38:00 AM
Thank you Gregory! To write the hearts truth is so inspiring. But when you love somebody, you have to set them free. Only time will tell!
Date: 5/22/2018 11:15:00 PM
I so relate to this Jeffrey, and have written in similar directions. I have been supremely blessed to have found TWO soul-mates in this life, (when many never find one), and while I lost both through my own foolishness, that depth of expression sustains me. But I often wonder if similar sentiments move through their minds as well - if I am a part of their meanderings, day-or-sleep. (continued)
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