Tired and Worn Out

I wonder if there is any fight left in me sometimes I ask myself is it worth fighting for anymore. Is it worth being in pain is it worth having a broken heart and being alone. What is that I am staying for is it my love for you or the fact that I am loyal what is it. But the question is: Does your loyalty match mine are you going to be there when I truly need you as the saying goes actions speak louder than words. I have gotten to a breaking point to where I am fed up with everything I am tired of begging and pleading to be loved. I am tired of fighting for something that is not worth fighting for anymore. I am tired of wanting to be loved by people who don't deserve my love, my time and don't see my worth I am tired of trying to make something work that is not even worth the time anymore. I have took way more than I tolerate I just wanted to be loved,to be taken care of and to be accepted. But I see all those things mean nothing to those who do not care for you how much more can I take. All I have asked for is love and affection but the one person who is supposed to be there to give it to me is nowhere to be found. All I keep getting is broken promises and unwanted loneliness. A broken heart that is stringed attached to it I am tired of trying to be there for people who are not worth the time and the energy. I am tired of trying to fight for something that is not there for me I am tired of sacrificing the things that I want and need just to make others happy. This time around it's all about me call it selfish if you want but it is what it is.