Time

Every day I'm fighting 
Inside I'm dead 
my soul is tired 
The light that once was bright and strong
Is almost gone 
Like one of the many candles you have 
I'm almost though
But let me tell you mom
I've made it this far because of you
It feels as if my blood is full of all my painful memories 
Words of hate and lies 
All I want is time with you 
My savior my friend my mom 
All I want is time before I'm truly gone 
I don't know how to fix this pain inside of me 
I have to push I know 
But where did the strong me go?
Please don't give up on me 
I'm truly trying 
Cant you see?
I need help to find me 
I use to be so strong
Nothing ever got to me 
Words never hurt me 
But now I'm afraid nothing can safe me 
All I want is light and love, family 
Good memories and all my pain to stop
I need you more than you know 
I never ment to hurt you so please mom
Don't let me go 
I'll try my best not to be depressed 
Maybe I just need more meds 
And lots of food and sunshine I know you love me 
I just need time.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016


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Date: 4/26/2016 6:34:00 PM
alainey craig, Well done. Glad to read your poem today. Always ~LINDA~
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