Time

Every day I'm fighting Inside I'm dead my soul is tired The light that once was bright and strong Is almost gone Like one of the many candles you have I'm almost though But let me tell you mom I've made it this far because of you It feels as if my blood is full of all my painful memories Words of hate and lies All I want is time with you My savior my friend my mom All I want is time before I'm truly gone I don't know how to fix this pain inside of me I have to push I know But where did the strong me go? Please don't give up on me I'm truly trying Cant you see? I need help to find me I use to be so strong Nothing ever got to me Words never hurt me But now I'm afraid nothing can safe me All I want is light and love, family Good memories and all my pain to stop I need you more than you know I never ment to hurt you so please mom Don't let me go I'll try my best not to be depressed Maybe I just need more meds And lots of food and sunshine I know you love me I just need time.