Thoughts of Suicide, But Somethings Keeping Me Alive!

Its hard to express how I feel inside, most the time I wish I could just curl up and die! Tears of sorrow run down my face, as I pray for an exit so I can exscape! Thoughts of suicide are hard to fight when you feel like your being burried alive! With depressing thoughts trying to take control I wish that I could just let go! Let go of my life and say goodbye, goodbye to all the chaos of drama and fear in my life! I wish things wern't this way, and as bad as I wish I could leave this place, I just can't fade away! Theres three little faces keeping me here, three beautiful smiles keeping me sane! My three amazing children keep a smile on my face! A glance of them smiling makes it all clear! They are the reasons why I need to stay strong, and there love is all I need to want to stay, thinking of them is what keeps me alive!