Thoughts of Suicide, But Somethings Keeping Me Alive!

Its hard to express how I feel inside, 
most the time I wish I could just curl up and die!
Tears of sorrow run down my face, 
as I pray for an exit so I can exscape! 
Thoughts of suicide are hard to fight 
when you feel like your being burried alive! 
With depressing thoughts trying to take control 
I wish that I could just let go! 
Let go of my life and say goodbye, 
goodbye to all the chaos of drama and fear in my life! 
I wish things wern't this way, 
and as bad as I wish I could leave this place, 
I just can't fade away! 
Theres three little faces keeping me here, 
three beautiful smiles keeping me sane! 
My three amazing children keep a smile on my face! 
A glance of them smiling makes it all clear! 
They are the reasons why I need to stay strong, 
and there love is all I need to want to stay, 
thinking of them is what keeps me alive!

Copyright © | Year Posted 2010



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Date: 4/24/2010 11:16:00 AM
Glad that you have those children...Make them glad that they have you...Do something nice for yourself each day....It doesn't have to cost anything...Just make a list of things that bring you joy or start to look for little things in nature and really look at them like a child...Keep the creative pen flowing....Sara
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Date: 4/24/2010 11:07:00 AM
we love you Jessy. jhl
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Date: 4/24/2010 11:06:00 AM
i had two faces that kept me alive. but remember This to shall pass. bad don't last forever. just look for your escape. ask your God for happiness and i'm sure he will find a way. but for those three faces please stay. if you must fight against your self please stay. John H Loving III
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