Thoughts of a Teenager

And so, here I sit, Almost alone except for the other two people here. Are they as lonesome as I? Lost in a world of confusion I can't seem to find my way out. There are so many things that could be said, But where are the words? When will I know my life is complete? When will I find that special someone? "Never Quit..." the poster says. Never quit what? Searching? Hoping? Dreaming? Trying to find my place in the sun? This isn't something I can handle. This isn't something I have control of. What am I trying to accomplish? The words that come out of my mouth do not make sense. A mess of confusion and discomfort fills the air. I feel so... so... How do I feel? Ask me that and I feel fine, While inside I might me screaming or laughing or crying. But that's OK, it will pass, and soon... soon... Soon I will be me. Back into my fairytale land, On top of the world, On top of everything that matters. The world revolves around me. And then... POOF! It's gone.