Thoughts

I got the cup i deserved not Playing hero In front of a crowd A crowd that only cheered and jeered Overjoyed with my bedding destruction They gave me a new name, Devastation Still a name I deserved not And with the blink of an eye, A jeck and a wreck i became Cowardice tatooed on my back, As i faked my bravery I took a step forward When i was supposed to back off Lured myself into the ocean of darkness Plunged deep, deeper than i imagined And i lost myself Dined with demons Sang lullabies of doom Ensnared in their deciet And crooked, my pathway became How, why, when and where? As the questions roars in mind, I just wish I had done things differently.