This Smile
This Smile
By Kevin Robey
June, 23, 2013
I’m all alone, can’t touch me here
I see you below me, looking down
Your search so close but nowhere near
Can’t you see that I’ll never be found?
Too far away, I can’t touch them now
The plans I made to come back down
The words I spoke these demons won’t allow
If they had their say, I’d never leave this town
I’m floating right now; feet above the ground
My oxygen was cut off by this severed tether
Don’t know how they pass by without a sound
And blindly sail into the chaotic weather
Too tired pass off a manufactured smile
It’s time to decide which way I will fall
I’ll never have the smile the angels will file
To sail every time that the wind may call
Had I known the pain that this path would show
I would have turned around and never looked back
I could have plunged my weary mind six feet below
My only hope is the world will soon fade to black
So save me from this world, and from myself
Hear my cries knowing one day I’ll find peace
It’s ok when I name the heir to all of my wealth
And I allow these words to be my final release
Maybe there’s more to this than what I see
More to this than fleeting moments of bliss
Hope that can defeat the demons inside of me
To find all that I missed inside that special kiss
Like everything else these moments are fleeting at best
Attest this fact by the rest of what I’ve confessed
There is no single state of mind for what I’ve addressed
So I wear this on my chest, all the thoughts I can’t digest
Copyright © Laura Dee | Year Posted 2013
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