This Pain

THIS PAIN IS THE FERTILIZER FOR GROWTH... HEADACHES FROM THE HEARTACHES,A MINDSET TO STAY ON THE STRAIGHT NARROW,CONSISTENTLY HARASSED BECAUSE OF THE LIFE CHANGE,NO LONGER RUNNING THE STREETS,FORMER FRIENDS REFUSE TO COME AROUND BECAUSE I WON'T GET DOWN WITH SMOKING TREES AND CONSUMING FORTY'S.... THIS PAIN HAS CAUSED ME TO BE LONELY,I LOVE TO FELLOWSHIP WITH THE SAINTS THEY GIVE ME A NATURAL HIGH WITH NO SIDE AFFECTS,IT FEELS GOOD TO BE CAREFREE AND NOT HAVE TO IMPLANT EYES IN THE BACK OF MY HEAD,LIVING THE LIFE ON SUSPICIOUS IS VICIOUS...... THIS PAIN IS A DETOXIFICATION,I HAVE THE SHAKES AND THE SWEATS, I NEED IMMEDIATE TREATMENT WITH AN AFTER CARE PLAN....FLESH IS WARING WITH MY SPIRIT I CAN'T STAND IT.... THIS PAIN HAS CAUSED ME TO SHUTDOWN SOCIALLY,I'M EXPERIENCING FEELINGS FROM A-Z... THIS PAIN HAS CAUSED ANXIETY LORD GIVE ME THE POWER TO HANDLE THIS STORM.THE THUNDERBOLTS WERE SHOCK TREATMENTS FOR CLEANSING THE WICKEDNESS AND THE GRIM FROM THE EYES... I CAN NOW APPRECIATE THE THORNS THAT TORE THE FLESH.. NOW I CAN ATTEST THAT THIS PAIN WAS FERTILIZER FOR SPIRITUAL GROWTH... THIS PAIN....