This Fighter In Me

To be quite honest, I don’t have a single clue what to write about I would be more appreciative if I was by your side, for I adore you too I want to make an experience that’s more than alright no doubt I want to take flight tonight and be your one and only dream come true I will fake it till I make it all over again I wonder if you’ll forgive me for my horrendous, ugly downfalls I will break away from where I’ve been I ponder if you’ll give me one more chance and answer your calls I’m determined to start all over If only you’d surely be my lover We would have a blast with each other As long as we look up to our Father I lack so much remarkable bravery and I regret so much lately In fact, I am so unstable honestly and I bet you noticed immediately I don’t care if I end up in painful situation or in my comfort zone When I’m with you, I want the best for both of us - I don’t mind this unbearable hurt as long as I don’t fight it alone...I feel numb and I take a death’s oath I’m sorry I left you in pieces like this… I’m sorry I ripped you apart in hopelessness It would be a miracle if you and I can be together once more I would be full of joy and show you my God-given light forevermore I’ve been facing writer’s block for so long now Does anyone consider me in times of need anyhow? I believe that I have a fighter in me absolutely I grieve because I’m a dreamer of never giving up serenity and you gave up on hope insecurely...I wish I can pray away your struggles in life wholeheartedly All along, I’ve been a strong, vigilant individual with a perfect soul of gold and silver… Though I have my problems and unsolved issues, I am still a strong-willed believer Forgive my wrongs in the past and belong with wings of an elegant eagle that takes the flight of fervor, Wearing the armor of ardent joy that will make you and I conquer this life of error Give me a chance to gain the will of bearing positive vibes from the ceiling to the floor This fighter in me sets my silhouetted spirits free and I don’t want to feel pain anymore This fighter in me gives me pure ecstasy beyond the seas of doubt and remains inside me for an eternity This fighter in me gives me a sense of endearment and it allows me to endure the deserts of fretful poverty Losing touch of reality as I’m crying a river of roving rage and sorrow You don’t see me here, slowly dying away, waiting for another tomorrow Our inner recovery takes longer than expected I’m sick of feeling agitated due to being rejected There’s a fighter in me… I’m a soldier of remedy....I hope you’d see... There’s a fighter in me… The truth is beneath the lies of mere vanity There’s a fighter in me… The truth will give you freedom beyond liberty There’s a fighter in me… I found the words I needed to say automatically There’s a fighter in me… Silence can speak loudly than your words of dismay Deliverance can break the ice of isolation day by day Deliver me from depression’s hold upon my bitter heart I’ve been wanting a cure to my disease from the start I don’t have any intention to hurt you, my lost dear I’m here to mend your grieving spirit of utter fear All I ask is to be here with you and shatter negativity’s mirror in your life I’ve been wanting a cure to my disease of misery’s abominable strife My darling, tomorrow is a new day to seek inner recovery in brighter days There is a way to relieve the strange aches of gravity’s gloom nowadays Losing touch of reality is a disappointment to many, yet we’ll be better off than worse You don’t understand me truly, hoping for the time when there will be a tragedy in reverse I’m a winner and there’s a fighter in me, you see? I am righteously fighting this battle of catastrophe I will mend your broken dreams and sow them with lovely precision Fix my reality that is falling at the seams and complete this mission… With or without me…as long as we’re both happy Because I’m a fighter and I almost found it within me To be quite frank, I finally have a thousand reasons to rely on Him I would be more appreciative if I was by your side, for I adore you too I want to make an experience that’s more than a mere stupid whim I want to take flight tonight and be over this love flu because I’m through… Because I’m a fighter and I truly found it within me