Third Milestone -Part 1- Unquestioned Answers

Strains of satisfaction ease in and out. I lie here, confused, As happiness and depression play catch with my heart. I lie here, annoyed. Who, how, and why the hell? Where do I begin? I lie here, regretful. Chains of mistakes repeat. What has been accepted? Everything, and nothing. Where am I going? Both forward and back, it seems. It's always something isn't it? I lay here, Thinking, dreaming, wondering. Yes No Why? Overload-Overload-Retreat Where to? Thoughtful conclusions coupled with physical de-motivation? That, my friend, is the definition of claustrophobia. Self conscious. Peer conscious. Humanity conscious. Finding answers to unasked questions. Finding questions with no answers. Questions? Comments? Where do I start..