Thinking Change

Fueled by alcoholic self-will run riot, Thoughts full of blame and defiance, Resentment, self-pity, lies and shame, Relief demands psychic change. Twelve steps suggested be taken, Acute withdrawal and body shaking. Admitting powerlessness is no disgrace For transformation by God’s grace. Change is painful and not easy, Many meetings and even therapy. Process of cleansing and renewal, Thinking change appears doable Mind slowly less chaotic and loud. Worry and excuses not allowed. Memories hold less pain and torture. Rarely overwhelm or cause disorder. Things yet to come, what might have been, Faith stops them from wandering back in. Restless, discontented, irritable feelings, Less annoying with prayer and healing. Moral inventories of character defects Lead to actions that bring self-respect. Good intentions never meant to be, All are replaced with honesty. Seeing certain people cause feelings intense, past relationships that never stood a chance. Everywhere possible - still making amends, cleaning up the past to the best one can Praying each day for willingness and strength to do what needs to be and go to any lengths. Living life guided by these basic principles, changes thinking and that is a miracle. Written 12-17-2015