They Were Dying, Part 6 of 7

(Marilyn Monroe speaks.)


River of No Return 

A desert is a bitter place. 
There's something cruel in endless space: 
it strips away the human scale. 

I fear these winds that scour and chase 
the vortices, and sting my face. 
Good looks are fine, but all too frail - 
ask Monty. Once you've lost your place, 
you feel as if you've lost the race, 

you're not what you're supposed to be. 
I envy his consumption rate. 
The one man in this battle-born state 
in grimmer shape than even me. 

Yes, Huston's the paternal kind, 
but something's left him colourblind: 
director's name on empty chair. 
He's hollow, going through the motions, 
painted ship on painted ocean: 
you touch him, but he isn't there. 

I married Miller on a whim. 
If I could land a man like him, 
I figured, I must be someone. 
A man above me, older, smarter: 
I didn't want a Jewish martyr. 
Why lock the safe? The money's gone. 

I come without a guarantee. 
Men fool themselves - they don't need me. 
I nixed on Arthur, fixed on Clark. 
I've reached some kind of plateau now. 
I'm sure of everything ... but how 
to find my way back in the dark.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2017



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