There Is Only One Me

Here I am, in the mirror again, smiling in that weird way. The way that makes me suspicious of myself.
Good gravy, I am crazy. Looney. Certifiable.  Where are the men in the white coats? 
I watch my eyes carefully. They are mocking me.  Then I stick out my tongue at my reflection.
Crazy. 
In a weird way, the person in the mirror is not me. It is honestly not.
My left eye has some amber in it. I never noticed that before.
I hold my eye open and lean in toward the mirror. The eye is red when I let go of it.
Are my eyes a solid match?  I blink wildly, trying to find amber in my other hazel eye.
Diabolical self, the one who thinks up underhanded things, and does them, smiles at me.
A big, evil, smile. A smirk. 
Who am I? 
Duh mah. Duh mah. Duh mah. My heart is beating too fast
As I stare into a stranger’s eyes.
A madwoman.
She grins at me in a hunter’s killing way.
A happy hunter’s killing way.
My husband calls, “Do you want eggs?”
We snap back together, madwoman and I. We are play-unified now, at our secret self core.
I grin at my reflection.  It is time to pretend there is only one me.
“Sure,” I tell my husband. We are the great pretender.

Contest: Pick a theme Poetry Contest                         Sponsor: Viv Wigley           Written 8-18-2018
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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Wigley Avatar
September 2, 2018 at 12:16 PM
Congrats on your placement, caren, and thanks for entering my humble contest. Viv x
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September 2, 2018 at 1:38 PM
You are ever so welcome. I appreciate it that you appreciate it Viv. Always amazed and honored when I place as there are some REAL poets on this site!
Haight Avatar
September 2, 2018 at 12:11 PM
I really enjoyed your take on the theme, and how you presented it, Caren! I think we all have another 'inner me' at times! Congrats on your podium win! Hugs, Sandra
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September 2, 2018 at 1:39 PM
Thank you Sandra. I did not even know about this until right this second.
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