The Well Known Stranger
Nobody knows me
As far as I know
They may know of me
But they don't know the girl that I know
How they treat me and isolate me
They make me feel bad about myself
They make me feel all alone
As if there's no one else
As I sit, I glance constantly at the clock
Tick, tock, tick, tock
Then all of a sudden, the bell rang
And on my feet I sprang
Finally out of everybody's sight
My pace begins to slow
I look to the left, I look to the right
Ready to get home to get this load off of my mind
Out of nowhere comes these girls
Who everyday crumbles my world
They pick and push, call me names
Never knowing that I don't want to play these games
They call me these names that makes me cry
As the question, 'why' constantly runs through my mind
Why must they do me this way
That makes me feel like this everyday
They tease me all the way home
But still their voices are in my head
Laughing out loud
Remembering what they said
I run to the bathroom
Eyes and face filled with tears
I slam and lock the door
Looking for a way to erase my fears
I looked and looked trying to find the right thing
Those voices still going through my head
Still crying
Knowing that in a matter of minutes, I will be dead
I have found what I'm looking for
I raise my hand
My family is banging on the door
Trying as hard as they can
I refuse to come out
Because they don't know what this is about
I lift my wrist
And give it a fast, sharp slit
I hit the floor
My family still at the door
Trying to get me to open it
But I can't move a bit
I'm now lying there
In a pool of blood
While my family's crying
'"Call 911!"
They bust open the door
Check me and take me off the floor
I'm lifted and rolled away
Praying that I will soon be in a better place
Everyone sees me
Lying on the stretcher helplessly
'Help her, help her' my mom cried
But little did she know that I wanted to die
In my hospital bed is where I lay
Quiet and sad to say
That I will never get rid of the pain
Because the pain is here to stay.
Copyright © Nicole Monae | Year Posted 2007
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