The Weekend

I had a dream of you last night
I forgot which came first 
You or the dream of you 

People may think that I’m crazy
I sit at the same spot every weekend
Waiting for you to show up 

People may say that I’m mental 
Waiting for something that never comes 

People may think that I’m stupid
I keep revisiting the place where you took me
Hoping someday I will see you again
Even you don’t recognize me 
But I still recognize that feeling 

As I promised "I will always love you"
No matter where you are and who you are with 
I'll always love you 

Do I sound crazy?
Hoping for a thing that is impossible to have
I  didn't mind wasting a whole day waiting for you
I didn't mind the time that I wasted, just missing you 

I dont believe in God
But for you 
I put my knees on the floor
Begging God to bring you back to me
When you left, you took everything with you
You are the source of my oxygen
When you left - I'm breathless 

You are the source of my light
When you left - Im lost without you 

If I can choose
I want you to be my final destination
Because you are where I want to go
You are a home that I never built
You are the last thing that I want to see before I close my eyes

You are the reason that I sew my mouth
So I dont feel another kiss from another man
Your name is the word that I want to draw in my body
I've completely lost myself over you
My brain won't stop replaying our memories,
Repeatedly 

You are everywhere, almost everywhere
I see you are everywhere
But so untouchable 
I hate every weekend that I dont spend with you
I wonder what kind of girl replaced me
Did she love you as I do?
Was she on her knees when she kissed you? 
I can't imagine things that you do without me...
That thoughts unties my shoelaces

Copyright © | Year Posted 2022



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