The Way Things Were

If I had stayed another day what kind of things would you say, would it be a maybe or let's call it a day. Back Then it was hard to know which way I should go, as my heart over-flows with pain that hurts me so deep, I would try to fall alsleep but my eyes could not keep from flowing with tears as I tried towipe away the anxious worries and fears I kept inside of my heart this was a beginning a start when we did finally depart. It was a hard choice to make but I had to for my own healths sake. Just because I was the one to leave it didn't mean that I couldn't still grieve and feel sad, the truth be told if I didn't feel that way I would be heartless and cold . It doesn't make the situation any less painful I have felt much pain but that has helped me to cope and regain my self esteem and with this I have learnt to deal with things better or so it seems. I have really grown-up these past years and I feel like myself again and also someone I never thought I could be but time has proved I can really be the Real me and it is the best feeling to live and be free to show the world I am me, and me alone I feel happy and at home and catching up on the time lost that is what I paid the price and at great cost.