The Way I Am

Years of damage years of pain, 
Putting myself back together again, 
Kicking myself in the ass for not speaking up, 
Knowing more than what I put on, playing dumb, 
I tried to stay humble and not stick out,
Knowing since I've been little I was unlike everyone else, 
I remember questioning why people couldn't see what I see, 
Watching them running circles doing these ridiculous things, 
I would continuously find hiding spots to run away, 
To get away from the noise and sit by myself and pray, 
I've already asked God why about a thousand times, 
Why my feelings are so intense, and so sensitive I cry, 
I look forward to the day that I can completely understand, 
For my God to tell me why I am the way I am.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2024

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