The Wasting of Wonderment -

The History of the world is in my veins,
an abstract in my mind the Future,
looking into the cornicopia of concepts from memory
I see a universe staring back at me,
naked am I, a body of victories, failures & serrindipities,
a sepleture of star light & a womb of consciousness 
craving continuity of conclusions,
seeking a final truth rescuing dead judgements from error,

Time, attention as an investment,
as a resource for spiritual enrichment is a vast mine of mine,
shafts that burrow into fear, stupidity, euphoria, creativity,
spelunking the sensational,
dividends in quiet diamonds,
speaking to the world in thought symbols,
noise finds no harbor in my mouth,
awareness deepens as the river perfumes the great canyon of reflection,
illusions lose their tastes & happiness hungers itself,

the slavish & sordid power structure of Man's nightmare
tells me I possess no right or ability to know myself by myself,
that meditation is for lazy, ill informed members, introspection a sour source,
productivity for commerce is penultimate goal,
souls engulfed in irrational routines, distracted from divinity,
disinterested in sacrafice for strength and subsequent liberty,
guided by gurus of reflexes,

I stare at skies, trees, chattel, focusing on artwork, music, environment,
harvesting experience, interpreting Life for me,
day dreaming like a goose on soft grass,
refusing guilt breath in my instruments,

the only legitimate " waste of time " 
is denying yourself realization of Truth & Honesty,
permit them sanctuary,
give them time to help you use your immense power,
a place that never darkens -

J.A.B.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012


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Date: 4/6/2017 11:47:00 AM
what a deep and moving poem full of such depth of truth
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Justin Bordner
Date: 4/6/2017 5:41:00 PM
Yes Shari, everyday the depth of our experience in this lifetime deepens the colors of joy, beauty, sadness, passions,nourishing pain, the pleasure of dignified endurance of our souls, and brightens our awareness of truth in all expression of matter. This poem is a touchstone of inner wisdom that reinvigorates my belief in the immense power of introspection, in which facilitates my ability to see and appreciate the essence of all things possible to my mind.
Date: 7/26/2013 6:39:00 PM
The very last lines speak louder to me today. Always, Laura
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Justin Bordner
Date: 4/2/2017 6:49:00 PM
As long as we look into our hearts, and care about what we see, darkness cannot survive there my beautiful Poetess...J.A.B.
Date: 8/24/2012 2:54:00 PM
A very mesmerizing, genius piece, I must say. Enjoyed! Always, Laura
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Justin Bordner
Date: 4/2/2017 6:47:00 PM
I thank you sweet Laura. To search yourself is to search the world, to love the world is to love oneself as well...J.A.B.
Date: 8/22/2012 1:57:00 PM
So many lines make me sad esp. the last stanza; today's truth and honesty has a sanctuary with no resemblance to what I remember. Everything seems to be out of control and no one seems to hold the reins who has control. So much to grasp in this.
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Justin Bordner
Date: 8/23/2012 4:30:00 PM
Thank you for beieving in the value of this poems message Elizabeth, I greatly appreciate that - the objective of this composition is to encourage people to establish a sincere self awareness, to minimize hypocrisy through honest evaluations - there is a sad element or two within the ultimate message of disillusionment my friend - J.A.B.
Date: 8/8/2012 2:20:00 PM
wow, I love that last stanza. a great way to discuss what we should do with truth. You have some amazing images in this poem, Justin. So what kind of spirits do you meet in your dreams?
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Justin Bordner
Date: 8/10/2012 10:47:00 PM
I meet with the wild & inquisitive types - thanks so much for the compliments - J.A.B.
Date: 8/3/2012 9:58:00 AM
Great imagery, Justin!..."daydreaming like a goose on soft grass"...oh, I'm sure even this one muses about the water, though it sits on "soft grass"? Though it might dream of "a place that never darkens". Your writes depict countless images, and are always mind probes!! Best wishes, Mikki
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Justin Bordner
Date: 8/5/2012 11:12:00 PM
Your comments really make me feel great Mikki,and they are so intelligent too! Well,there is a time for water,and a time for basking on the rocks - so glad this piece stimulated you - thanks - J.A.B.
Date: 8/2/2012 10:12:00 PM
an exquisite poem Justin....illustrious....Joseph
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Justin Bordner
Date: 8/5/2012 11:15:00 PM
Thank you for the illustrious remark Joseph - when we decide to beome poets we then inherit a responsibility to illuminate the consciousness of Humanity - thank you for attention - J.A.B. %
Date: 8/2/2012 11:02:00 AM
Good work!
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Justin Bordner
Date: 8/2/2012 6:26:00 PM
Thank you Vertical - how did you know I am going vertical ?
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