The Vessel

The glass becomes like an extension of her arm
Clenched firmly at the stem, it seems to lead her very gestures
Like the cargo of a vessel on a stormy sea, its contents follow in rhythm

Quickly, the contents are emptied, refilled and emptied again
But there is no satisfaction; no relief, no matter how often it is filled
Only an unquenchable thirst that’s born from pain and shame 
 
He watches the movements, his eyes drawn against his will to the vessel 
Helpless, he sees and feels the pain, sees and feels the shame
First he feels fear; then emptiness, resentment and contempt 

Fear, of losing the past they had shared
Fear, of losing the future they had built together
Fear, of losing the bond that had seemed so strong

Emptiness, as love and compassion drain from his heart  
Emptiness, as the gentle side of him hardens and thickens  
Emptiness, as hope slowly vanishes 

Resentment, of the fear that is always present
Resentment, of the loneliness that grows each day
Resentment, for the guilt these feelings bring 

Contempt, for the tiny vessel with its cargo  
Contempt, for those who had filled and launched the vessel
And now, contempt for the one who holds it

These feelings now, have become his pain, his shame
Locked deep below, like the cargo of a vessel; 
His vessel, drifting alone on an empty sea
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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Lamoureux Avatar
August 15, 2014 at 1:35 PM
I can relate to these feelings, this would be a good poem to be read at ALANON meetings. Most people fail to realize how having a family member who is caught in addiction creates such loss. Well expressed, I am moved by your first offering.
Brown Avatar
August 15, 2014 at 3:42 PM
Thank you Richard, I appreciate your comments very much. It was an important piece of writing for me. I look forward to reading and enjoying your work as well. David
Walker  Avatar
June 30, 2014 at 1:26 PM
A belated welcome David to Poetry Soup. I have enjoyed this poem. Verlena
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June 11, 2014 at 3:02 PM
David, welcome to Poetry Soup. I hope you will find much to encourage you on this site as you share your poetry with others who love to write. This is well written poem expressing deep emotions. Please visit my poems when you are able. Many writers will comment on your poetry if you do the same. Best wishes.
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June 11, 2014 at 1:44 PM
- Warm welcome to PoetrySoup,David :) - I choose your first very well written poem - I like it a lot - Nice to meet you :) - Hope you will be satisfied with our "soup family" - we are many .. but has plenty of room for you too- PoetrySoup Rule1: Be kind and keep PoetrySoup a haven. PoetrySoup is a drama free zone(Comment on the poetry of others and they will comment on yours.) Thank you posted your words and thoughts here, I want to come back to read more another day. - oxox // Anne-Lise :)
Brown Avatar
June 11, 2014 at 2:40 PM
Thank you so much Anne-Lise. I truly appreciate your comments and will endeavour to follow your 'golden rule'!
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June 11, 2014 at 10:45 AM
David,, Stopping by with a nice, sweet Welcome to Poetry Soup. I will get much delight, in reading and in time become familiar with your verse. As for now, I will greet you with the same smile, others passed, when I first join the soup 4 years ago. I wish you the best when it comes to your compositions. I hope you get to meet all the nice poets around here. Starting with me. SKAT :-) Please drop a hello and tell me a little about yourself if you wish. I would like to be your newest poetry soup "FRIEND" Hugs* SKAT
Brown Avatar
June 11, 2014 at 2:44 PM
Thank you for the warm welcome, SKAT, very pleased indeed to meet you. I can only hope that the others are as welcoming and friendly as you :)
A   Avatar
June 10, 2014 at 8:47 PM
Hi David,, A nice warm WELCOME to poetry soup. I hope you enjoy the community, as I did when I first join, March 2010. You'll find many friendly poets, who are ready to support and give positive feedback. I want to be the first to invite you on over, to the contest page. I OFFER MY CONTEST, in hopes it inspires you to write another poem. I'm looking forward to following you and your poetry ha-ha a special pair:) here's the link to the contest page. http://www.poetrysoup.com/poetry_contests/ <---~Take Care!! From: your new poet friend @-> LINDA <-@
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