The Vent Part 6

I use to want to get married, I use to want to start a family, I thank God that I didn't go farther, Because I'm not ready to be a husband or father. I'm to young, Yes the feelings were to strong, But I don't want to be to wrong. I was thinking about marriage for all the wrong reasons. I thought she could keep me happy when I thought about killing myself every freakin SEASON!! For some reason I'm more happy that she is LEAVING! I still see it in her eyes that she still believes in, Faith, love, and whatever she dreams in. But here is where dreams end And the nightmare begins. I SWEAR SHE BELIEVES THAT I TURN INTO A DEMON. But I'm still the same guy she was seeing-Mario Perez .