The Tour

THE TOUR WHOA! Stop right there my friend! For there’s no place in where you can run and hide So stop and listen Listen to the voices warning you to go back Screaming out to beware of the horror that flows through this young child’s mind Opps too late! You just had to do it Didn’t you You just had to enter into the darkness of this fallen soul Well don’t just stand there come closer since its to late To turn back now Ready? Okay then welcome to the horrors of this poetic mind For in here you’ll hear and feel what’s like to be me For you’re in my world now and its not a pretty site So where do you like to begin Oh I know Why don’t we go and see what my heart is up to Shall we Heart: this is umm oh I’m sorry but you never told me what’s your name is Oh well it doesn’t matter Heart, do you mind telling my new friend here how you continue to beat inside of this old wrap body of ours My pleasure I may beat but what I really want to do is Explode from all the voices that whisper to my soul Late at night Thanks heart and speaking of our soul Let’s go see what she’s up to okay Oh come on don’t try to run away now I tried to warn you before but you didn’t want to listen No You had dare to challenge the demons that rule over My heart, mind and soul So let’s just move on Hello Ms. Soul, I’d like for you to meet- Damn I really must learn your name anyway Would you mind telling my friend here How you continue to live and breathe through all of this everlasting pain Am I breathing? For day after day it feels like I’m suffocating from All this torment pain that flows through this child’s body For if you’d take a closer look inside of this old soul Of mines you’d see that I’m slowly dying from the inside out For maybe there’s a God above who’ll hopefully One day will forgive this child of mines Or Maybe the devil below who can hardly wait to get His ferly hooks inside this soul For if we aren’t allow to enter in neither one then Please I’m begging you please let me go and allow Us to burn in eternal peace Whoa! Even I’m lost for words let’s just move on before You start whining again So just sit back and relax as I introduce you To the most horrifying part of our tour The disturbing words of this child’s poetic mind Well thank you for that lovely intro and let me say How brave your young friend is for coming this far Frankly I never thought you’d make it Any way I know that I’m just blabbing for I know How you must feel I bet you’re just dying for me To just shut the hell up so you could get the hell Out of here Am I right? Of course I am so let me get to the point then you’ll be free To go We come into this world without any guardian angels To show us how our life is going to be For I’m just a young child whose soul’s more than happy To welcome the bright lights of an icy hell that fills My heart And before you open your mouth to interrupt Let me save you the trouble since I know what your Going to say You’re going to say That these feelings will not last forever if I just have a Little faith Well let me tell you that forever has been here and gone My friend And to this very day this child is yet to believe that her day of faith will ever come For I’ve shown you all of my soul’s silence I’ve told you all of my heart’s torments But most important I’ve shown you the real me Not the happy outgoing person that I always Pretend to be For don’t you think that I’d love to forget how I’ve Been raped of all my innocence, faith and trust And have them replace with numbness, shame and pain But I can’t blame you for the sins of this child’s past No That would be useless since I could never be the person That so many of you wish for me to be So that completes the ending of this tour How did you like it Aww it left you pretty speechless huh I had a feeling that it’d well don’t just stand there With that stupid look on your face go get the hell out here That’s it just turn around and walk away Oh one more thing before you go I never did get your name Well it was very nice to finally met you God Now please get the hell out of here before you get trapped Within the walls of this wicked disturbed mind Oh hey wait! Could I just ask you for one small favor before you go I can Hey thanks Okay umm now bear with me cause this ain’t easy for me To ask But okay I really never learned how and nobody ever took The time to teach me and it’d mean so much To me if you’d open your heart just for a second and say A prayer for me then maybe in that same split second I’d learn how to undo all the pain that ever been For one day if you shall remember me Remember what you’ve learn here today I want you to look down from that holy thorn of yours that you call heaven But I warn you, your eyes will burn from all the flames But don’t be sad For just as so many have forsaken you I’ve chosen to forsaken you Since the day I was born And yes, I’ll burn and forever vanish in a blink of an eye Why? You dare to ask well since the day you’ve placed me In a place named hell to live And love don’t you think its only natural that I would want to die here too Just think about it Copyright © belong to jack 2006