The Purse

She hands me a wad of receipts
and says “Here, hold these” 
I’m sitting, watching her 
fumble through her purse.
She’s trying to put her wallet away.
all the while talking to herself. 
“It used to fit. I’ve got too
much  in here. 
What am I going to do with it? 
Oh well, it’s all good. 
I don’t want a bigger purse. 
But I could get a smaller wallet. 
No that wouldn’t work either.”
She is oblivious to me 
and everything around her.
She’s pushing, pulling, removing, 
stuffing all at once.
It’s called organizing 
and a glimpse into how she thinks.
Adding, subtracting, mentally filing and discarding.
I wondered what I was, in her life
am i the wallet, holding the 
few, most important items
items if lost could seriously disrupt
and make life miserable for a long time
but ultimately could be replaced.
Was i one the receipts that help balance
the checkbook, let her know where the money goes
not that it mattered much 
if lost or tossed,
would soon be forgotten 
was I the purse that held it all together
not organized, but a safe harbor 
sometimes i think i’m the shoes
important enough to be trusted to 
carry the load and protect her sole
all the while being
stepped on and stepping on things that
she would never touch with her hands
after a while, worn out and 
as with the receipts, 
forgotten about and discarded
Copyright © | Year Posted 2021

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De Beaulieu Avatar
August 9, 2021 at 12:27 PM
Hello Richard Colbert, Ah, the purse I understand her situation. I myself can not get anything into a very small purse. it would have to be medium size to get the important things into it. I will stay with my big purse. enjoy your day my friend.
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